midnight thinks
Always i am trying to keep my feelings into myself because when I was a kid I cried every time, and injust think now is necessary to worry about stupid things because life has more bad things that my personal feelings, but I cannot hold this all bull shit. Like I arrive in my country a days ago, I couldn't hug my mom or my brother for the coronavirus, I didn't set them in almost 7 months and now I am in isolation for 14 days (now I have 5 left ) I cannot be with my family and the only thing I do is school work, overthink (like now) or try to think that all is okay. but you know nothing is, I need to adapt to my new style life and also i have the pressure of my senior year, college, grades, and the situation after my exchange program has done brutally. Now I am thinking that maybe I cannot do it, I don't want this. I love to learn new things but not like this. I never want to be the best in my class but I want to have the grades I deserve for and have the recognition ...
